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hi i am toya..

i first came out to my friend meeka.. it wasnt easy because i didnt know what she would think.. at lunch that day we decided to go out for lunch and it was about 4 of us.. i wanted to tell her sooo bad that i was lesbian but i couldnt get it out because people was around and i didnt want to say it in front of them.. so i got it half way out my mouth then i decided not to say anything... so after school she asked me if i was still coming to her house to do my project and i said yea...

i got to her house and we started on my project and i wrote on a sheet of paper that i was lesbian and she looked at me kinda strange and went through a whole list of questions and i shook and nodded my head..... she asked me who else knew and i said just her and i wanted to keep it like that... so she looked at me kinda strange for a minute and she was like ok.....the only reason i told her was because she told me and she told me not to say anything and i wasnt.... she said that she would have given me a hug but she know how i am about being touched..... and so for the rest of the time i was there, she just looked at me without saying anything..... but now we are together... i dont know how but we are.... she said that every since i told her, she knew we had to be together... but she really didnt want to say anything becuase of what i went through in the past.. but she told me and a week later after thinking about it, we got together...... i hope it last forever but on time can tell....

what happened in the past can come on a later date...